“the flesh loves to produce things it doesn’t want to wait on God”
but the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience… gal 5:22
No matter the reason for the waiting, you get to choose how you walk it out. All you can do is keep putting Him first, follow His leading, and trust that He is and will work out His perfect will in your life when you are submitted to Him. And mostly, His love is extravagant. He takes GREAT delight in you. He gives good and perfect gifts to His children. He lavishes abundance on His beloved. Stop trying to make things so complicated. Be led by the Spirit and live under His love. So, wait for what He has rather than making a cheap imitation that is not good or perfect. Love what He’s given you and wait for what He will give you.