i thought i could fill the time…

I thought I could fill the time in between with work.

I could make the season go by a little faster.

I wouldn’t mind some money.

I love kids, so why not?

I didn’t know then.

I do now.


I am changed.

I have a mark on my heart.

I see now that this changes things.

I can’t move forward as who I used to be.

I realize He’s using this to clarify His vision for me.

I must leap into this next adventure with a heart full of Him.


has God spoken to you in a season where you thought you could fill the time until whatever you think is next comes along? are you filling the time right now?