Wonder: a feeling of surprise mingled with admiration caused by something beautiful, unexpected, unfamiliar or inexplicable
Wall: a continuous vertical brick or stone structure that encloses or divides an area of land. something perceived as a protective or restrictive barrier.
“Today is gonna be the day that they’re gonna throw it back to you
by now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don’t believe anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding
Because maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me
and after all you’re my wonderwall.“
I’ve realized what “I gotta do.” Run to my wonderwall (my protector, my strong tower, the one who leaves me in awe and wonder at His love and forgiveness). Run to Jesus. Because that is where I find healing and I trust Him “because You’re gonna be the one that saves me.” He is the one that makes “all the lights that lead [me] there are blinding.” He brings light to the darkness (1 John 1:5). God is so blinding that Moses literally glowed when he left the presence of the Lord (Exodus 34:29). He makes a way in the wilderness: “Do not call to mind the former things, or ponder things of past. Behold, I will do something new, now it will spring forth; will you not be aware of it? I will even make a roadway in the wilderness, rivers in the desert” (Isaiah 43:18-19). He wants me to get to the place where He wants me and to do what “I gotta do” because He knows what is best and causes all things to work for the good of those who love him (Romans 8:28). He loves me like no nobody else does. So, that’s where I’m running today. To the foot of the cross where I lay it all down and ask Him to “take it all” because I trust Him. He’s my wonderwall.