Dreaming, vision casting, planning excite me. All of the possibilities and different obstacles to problem solve make everything even more fun. Over this past year, I learned the importance of flexibility and change within this area. Metaphorically speaking, I put all my eggs in one basket and lost a bit of my desire to dream “alone.” Dreaming with someone brought even more excitement and possibilities. But, of course, the basket developed holes and I found myself dreaming alone. For a long time, I couldn’t dream. I was numb. Nothing sounded exciting. Life, simply put, was boring. I ran to fight away the pain and to find the numbness. In the last few days, I’ve realized that I’m beginning to see the light. I’m beginning to come out of this deafening coma. I’m getting ready to dream again…and I’m terrified. This is me. Stepping out. Trusting God as evidenced below. Here goes.
Day: August 12, 2008
Instead of Trying Harder…Trust Him More
How true! Thank you for the reminder! I OFTEN push myself to try and try and try before I even think of simply trusting Him. I’m learning how to trust big time regarding the applications below…
There you have it. I have officially applied to Seminary. Scary, huh? What’s even scarier is that I applied to something else, but for various reasons I can’t share on here yet. I’ll let you know when I can 🙂