I saw this on a couple of blogs and so I figured I’d join in on the fun.
I don’t understand how my phone cord at work ALWAYS gets tangled.
I don’t understand why steep and cheap can’t have more deals that I want
I don’t understand why Facebook is still so appealing and easy to waste time on
I don’t understand why I like blogging so much when I don’t know who is reading
I don’t understand how I can get so lost and involved in a book in no time
I don’t understand why bugs freak me out and other animals don’t
I don’t understand why I live in this dichotomy of sporty clothes and girly clothes
I understand that I’m emotional and yet hate showing it
I understand that I am laid-back, flexible and a people-pleaser
I understand that I love to exercise and look sporty
I understand that if I buy something it better be “happy”
I understand I love listening and helping people
I understand Microsoft Access
I understand that I love making desserts
What if God gave out Performance Reviews?
Prayer: You’re doing much better, but you still have plenty of room for improvement. Also, what about listening a bit more? Sometimes you get a little talkative and get off subject. I encourage you to be brave and pray more with other people. Oh and one last thing. Praying right before bedtime usually makes you fall asleep.
Bible reading: What happened?? You were doing so well for a while. I know life got busy with graduation and moving, but I had hoped you would still keep with the before bedtime reading. What about lunch time? That might be a good time to read a little and then pick up the before bed and first thing in the morning. You really don’t need to check your e-mail ten times in the morning.
Church: I’m so happy that you like Hope and the Church Plant and that you genuinely miss being there when you’re away. Keep pursuing community. I know it’s hard, but keep at it. Also, keep finding ways to serve and be an integral part of Hope and Antioch Community Church.
Contentment: I know, I know, you had hoped this one wouldn’t come up. I know you want things that you don’t have. I know the desires of your heart. So, let’s keep working on this one.
Okay, so I’m lacking on substantial big topics. I know there are plenty more that I could touch on, but you get the idea. I had my 90-day performance review at work. Yikes, I am WAY emotional. I have known this about myself for a while, but today brought it home. I have a hard time seeing the positive (even if there are lots!) alongside the negative. The negative strikes home and becomes all that I remember. I become irrational and feel like I am being personally attacked. I go into the “I’m a horrible person, ect” cycle and get caught up. Rationally, I am thankful for the tips on what I can do better and areas where I need to improve because I honestly want to do the best job that I can in everything that I do. Feedback is important and is helpful. I just need to get beyond the self-esteem issue and wrap my head around the logical, rational side that sees how the criticism will be beneficial and helpful in the end. This covers all areas of my life from spiritual to emotional to work-related to physical to relational. Now, to get to work on changing and improving!